The journey of a thousand miles . . .
Oct. 5th, 2005 03:15 pm. . . begins with a single
∙ oil change ($23)Pack:
∙ full tank of gas.(<$36)($41!!!)
∙ trip to the community college to have my transcipts forwarded (eh, Monday. . . )
∙ stop by Pop's (cleaning kit)
∙ search for case of John Courage lager (or, something comparable, any suggestions?)
∙ Road munchies
∙ paycheck (check - Momcat, I promise not to get tattooed or drink it (all) up!)
∙ pay phone bill (roadside assistance, and all . . .) due 10/12 - fuck 'em!
∙ fax FAFSA paperwork (check)
∙ clothes (in case I need them)What am I forgetting?
∙ toiletries - including towel and toothbrush - and "hangover helpers"
∙ at least 30 hours of music
∙ camera, software, charger, battery(s), memory (eh!), etc.
∙ armadillo repellant
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Date: 2005-10-05 08:01 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-10-05 08:14 pm (UTC)Not too late to abort . . .
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Date: 2005-10-05 08:20 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-10-05 08:50 pm (UTC)And, yes, I do feel that the money I'm spending to get there and back would certainly be (better) applied to other things around the homestead. But I commited to this months ago; I'd feel terrible to bail now; and I'm worried that if I don't see my brother on his wedding then I may never see them again - this is how people drift apart. Even, sawed-off J-Me . . .I miss him.
Of course, I've never driven this far from home by myself before; that feels a little strange. But I think where this weird funk comes from is the fact that you aren't coming with me.
I think that's why I'm sad.
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Date: 2005-10-05 08:55 pm (UTC)I'm worried about you making this drive alone. I thought mommen was coming along. I wish we could have made the original plan come through, not only because it would have been better for everyone (and you'd adore lilith and march) but because it would have been infinitely more comfy.
but if jamie doesn't understand that you can't come, if it comes to that, no matter how close you were at one point, that's not a friend, bebe. I certainly won't be offended if he doesn't show up at ours. ;)