Why do you suffer this?

[doodlemaier]

Because you do . . .
Because you can, because you perceive it as being so. Because you are resisting something on an internal level, or because you haven't yet been able to figure out a way to manipulate the external situation to suit your expectations. Because you have expectations to begin with . . .

There is no redemption for you in the form of some 'divine justice' waiting for the right moment somewhere in the future to come along and make it all better. There is no heavenly eye upon you with a reward in mind for all that you go through in its name. There are only random fluctuations of pleasure and pain. There is only this moment. Make of it what you will.

Comments

[misssassycat.livejournal.com]

Rockin. . .
Oh I thought this was funny. I have a subprofile on my AIM now and for like two weeks someone was looking at it and pasting the SN mysterychic with a number after it in the space their SN should be logged. . .gee. . .I wonder who that is. . .

[deansavatar.livejournal.com]

Private Detective JW on the job, and probably bored . . .

[misssassycat.livejournal.com]

Most likely. That's kind of pathetic. Well not kind of. Totally.

[deansavatar.livejournal.com]

She once admitted to me how she'd poke around to check up on ex's and whoever. Not to mention, (and I might only be speaking on my own behalf, but) it's pretty obvious when you only know one person that passive aggressive.

[misssassycat.livejournal.com]

Yeah it sort of solidifies that whole suspicion I had about her and my ex. Otherwise why would she bother? She only stalks the menz and those associated, the women she drops like a hot rock.

Security through Obscurity

[deansavatar.livejournal.com]

thanks. . . I'll consider that a warning

Re: Security through Obscurity

[misssassycat.livejournal.com]

you knew that already!

Re: Security through Obscurity

[deansavatar.livejournal.com]

Straight from the horse's mouth, eh?

I'm (blessedly)unmindful of the fact that I figure in that population now . . .

Re: Security through Obscurity

[misssassycat.livejournal.com]

Hey having sane significant others is always a plus, you know?

Re: Security through Obscurity

[deansavatar.livejournal.com]

You know her better than I. I never really thought of her as insane, though, just extremely immature. . .

Re: Security through Obscurity

[misssassycat.livejournal.com]

whatever the case the behavior is fucked up.

Re: Security through Obscurity

[deansavatar.livejournal.com]

Very well, then. . . I shall leave this discussion here just in case the Boston Strangler should come along to sift through my sock drawer again in the middle of the night.

Re: Security through Obscurity

[misssassycat.livejournal.com]

Yeah you gotta keep those socks matched